The dreadful part of happiness is when you reach the moment where you inevitably need to bid the word farewell. I honestly want to skip off this part, cause every time this transpires, I feel breathless and my heart just can't take the agony.
OKAY, I am quite emotional lately... I am not the kind of person who is easily stereotyped as mellow-dramatic, but this time, I am. Most probably because I just coped with a terrible past that after gasping air, here I am again sinking in the same ugly scenario. I need a fluent source of glee, and cutting out the best resource I have may debilitate me again. And here I am, squatting on the floor of my past...I may have interchanged the meaning of sadness and fear, fear that I will be totally detached from my newly built comfort zone, sadness cause I can't do anything about it, and I have to lose people, lose an aspect of life, lose routine without a choice. Maybe, the feeling isn't mutual (maybe we have different degrees of attachment to each one), but then I just want to affirm that the people who I am with lately were my extrinsic motivation. Thanks for being there...
We need to move on in life... we need to lose and gain, we need to survive change...
But I hope, that all these transformations will never affect how we were.. and how we will be... I hope to see you guys again!!! and again and again and again...
Damn Goodbyes!!
- Monday, October 4, 2010
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