Let it go.
Sometimes you get torn between the things that you want against the things that should be prioritized. I have experienced it earlier today.
Days ago, I applied as a Korean English tutor in a school close to our village. I considered the opportunity right there and then thinking that it is possible to manage it with my other job. If I got a control on the situation and just force myself to do it, I know that taking it is possible.
With drive and determination, I applied for the job vacancy. I was informed during the interview that they are looking for full timers however, they might consider my application when they really need teachers (meaning, the supply of teachers is less than the demand). Everything went well, I felt confident in fact on how the process flowed.
The moment came where I got their training notice for the job. It will transpire today. It gave me exhausting delight because deep in me I know that I REALLY WANT THIS and I GOT IT!
However, Something came up.:( My dad told me that I have to finish ASAP my papers for Canada. I am currently processing it now. It was returned to me days ago since there were errors in it. Also, they require me to submit my medical exam. Time is running and this needs to be done since the deadline they gave me is almost over. Given this scenario, it is inevitable that I should give up anything that might disrupt it. And that led me to give up my the biggest opportunity I want.
So, even though I want it.. I have to let it go...
CROSSED FINGERS: hope this is the brightest decision. :X
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