Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

My Perspectives... My drawings


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Made this yesterday when I got lots of sleep and was inspired
by the scenery outside the house. What are trees made of...
It is made of me and you...








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This is a result of my sleep deprivation yesterday








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I made this last night when I was about to go to work. Got my sketch pad and my pencil and carelessly draw what is in my mind. I came up with this masterpiece which I named: WORK-kohol-LIC.

It is a sarcasm about WORK...I'll let your imagination guide you to what it means:D







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A result of a happy moment with someone.:)









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Scared Glee

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When does being HAPPY become SCARY...?


Happiness has always been the desired END of a regular HUMAN BEING. There is no need for us to question why people wanted to be happy. And to reach that goal...everyone of us seek for it as much as we can or as long as we can.

There are different ways to gain happiness. And usually it depends on what people see as valuable in their lives. Some find happiness in financial stability, others through social acceptance, a few on public appreciation, and there are ones who find happiness through their FAITH in a supreme being. No matter what path you take to get it, still you end up to one thing...HAPPINESS...as evidenced by a chuckle,smile, laugh, tears, dancing...and many more...

All in all, being happy has never been considered as a negative feeling. It is what we want and what we need.

Just this evening I had a great nightout with a special friend. We watched a flick, run some errands, ate the best evening meal...and laughed with our stupid jokes. Basically, we both had fun while treasuring the presence of the one beside us. But within the laughing and giggling, I revealed to that person a truthful idea that halted him and made the glee fade in a snap. There I saw on my very own eyes where happiness flanks. Happiness has always been CONDITIONAL... and it is dependent on you and on the situation you are in. Happiness therefore is never perfect...though we box it as perfect.

In a reverted philosophy, this feeling could also be the scariest of all. Because it masks alot of truth. It is perceived as good, but in fact, it is not always like that. In some moments, it carries with it aches, burdens, hurts...in short...happy-ever-afters are fallacies.. It can be a nightmare even we anticipated fairy tales.

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HOW?-----> That is when your happiness becomes a heartbreak for someone else...

Am I persuading you to BE NOT HAPPY? Well, totally not... I am just presenting that happiness could be TRICKY...so let's be careful and be sensitive.


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FEAR factor

I was told to prepare my medical certificate before I will begin my training this Monday in Eversun... hmmm... then that means.... I need to comply the necessary exam today.! EXAM? whooo... I'm not a big fan of physical exams. I don't want to know what my body is really going through at of this moment. there are these negative ideas running through my head when exams begin... countless what-ifs pop out...huhuhu... but, this is inevitable...

So, we went to acculab today...paid the bill and .... went through the process worth not mentioning...ahaha..

What I fear most... is when they will hand me the results of the exams... what if I have parasites within me " multiple ova found" or maybe..."too many to count" bacteria in my urinalysis... that's a complete embarrassment! waaaaaaa...

It's time to read the papers...

after seeing good results... I faced the cute assistant in the lab and said..." nawawala daw chest ko?" huhuhuhuhu.... WWWWHHHHHHAAAAATTTTTTTTT????....

Ano daw sabi ko? That was the corniest joke I've heard from myself! huhuhu....! I can see it from his face that he is clueless on how to react from what I've said. and sabi nya...

"kasi negative chest".... followed by a flat affect.

hahahha....I went out from the room quickly and never dared to look at him again...LOL...

Now. I realize... I should not worry about my physical exam results...rather...on my verbal cornycation skills....LOL




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